THE CHIEF OF SINNERS

The magnitude of Paul's conversion is best understood when it is set alongside the depravity of his past. His relentless persecution of early Christians contrasts sharply with the man he eventually became.

Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners, of whom I am chief. However, for this cause, I obtained mercy, that in me first, Jesus Christ might display all his patience for an example of those who were going to believe in him for eternal life. 1 Timothy 1:15-16 

Notice that the apostle said, 'I am' ... not 'I was' the chief of sinners. Paul kept the iniquity of his past (and the frailty of his present) at the forefront of his mind because it acted as an essential companion to the apprehension of God's mercy.

He wanted the early church to understand how vital it is to one's faith ... So then it is not of him that willeth, nor of him that runneth, but of God that showeth mercy. (Romans 9:16)

In his unlikely conversion, Paul became history's prime example of how far-reaching God's grace is. His dramatic transformation should be an encouragement to all those who wrestle with the guilt of their past.  

Duane Litfin - If God was patient and gracious enough to save Paul, He is patient and gracious enough to save anyone. The ultimate sinner became the ultimate saint; God’s greatest enemy became His finest servant.

If you believe you are far too vile, too sinful, to be saved ... think again. You're exactly who Christ came for ... It is not those who are healthy who need a physician, but those who are sick; I did not come to call the righteous, but sinners. (Mark 2:17)

When you realize that no one is 'so lost' that forgiveness is out of reach ... the vast scope of God's mercy and grace becomes a wide-open invitation. 

Run to Him.